Welcome to my site!

My name is Antoinette Cabral.  I am passionate about life, having adventures, traveling the world, cultivating my feminine power, and living my highest potential.

I am a certified massage therapist, Reiki Master, and health and beauty enthusiast.  I was a spa trainer/lead therapist for many years where I learned beauty secrets first hand for women to feel nourished and beautiful from the inside out.  I have extensive training in the feminine power tradition of Tantra including Tantric Dance, meditations to open up the body for pleasure, and feminine aspects of yoga and devotion.  The more I would step into my feminine power as a woman, the more I learned how to be sexy, spontaneous and spirited.  I learned how to date, support and love men, which a lot of my clients, peers and sisters do not know how to do.  This information came from my own body wisdom.

My own personal story began….

When I was younger, I was unhappy, awkward, depressed and had a really hard time being in my skin…kids made fun of me at school, called me mean names, and when I got home to all of my siblings fought with each other.  My parent’s weren’t available and so I sunk into deep depression.  All I wanted was to be loved and noticed. I cried many times over and wanted to understand life, how to be happy and the secrets to the universe.   The universe answered… and I started my personal journey by saying affirmations.

Thus, my journey to far away places began.  Life took me to India, Hawaii, New Zealand, England, Mexico, Thailand and many other locations so my heart and womb would heal.  Each place I lived I opened up my heart, played, and healed a part of me that was wounded and wasn’t loved.  Each time I healed, I learned to open up to the innocence of life.

My first love relationship was deeply important in my life.

Matt was my partner in crime for this important time.  Although we both lived the life of adventure, pleasure, spirituality and play, I still carried my childhood pain in my heart. My ideas of love and feeling sexy were what I learned from my parents, the media and the fairy tales that made me believe that I would be saved by prince charming.  My insecurities about feeling sexy replayed themselves over and over again.  I needed Matt to love me and validate my own sexiness.  Eventually, the spirit of Maui, where we lived brought us healing, and I learned that relationship was a spiritual journey of healing all on its own.  Once we healed enough of our wounds, it became time to go our separate ways.  Thus, my journey to love myself began.

Being out in the world as a single woman, I had to learn to love my body and feel the sexiness deep from inside.

I moved to Oregon and lived in Lost Valley Educational Center where I learned to about the earth, conscious communication, how to love my body and be comfortable in my own skin.   When I was uncomfortable and closed in my body, then people would respond to me uncomfortably and closed off. My body would hold the negative belief systems and shape the way I physically looked. The world of learning to love myself and feel sexy began one step at a time.  I slowly began celebrating being a woman and my own sexiness from inside.

Eventually, I moved to Thailand after traveling to New Zealand.  There I got my Reiki Mastership, Shamballa Healing Certification, Thai Massage Certification and Vipassana Meditation Training.  I was surrounded by community that honored self-growth, self-awareness and love.

Then I moved back to Los Angeles, from Thailand, and met an amazing group of women lead by Nita Rubio http://embodyshakti.com/.  This started my path of devotion and Tantra.  I dove deep into the practices of sexuality, spirituality, pleasure, feminine power and love.  I fell in love with this practice as well as with the women.  Through the practice of dance and devotion, I was able to journey to places in my body that I never experienced before.  The subtle energies of my body opened up so widely that there would be many days when I would be in bliss and pleasure.  I used to have to go to far away places to experience this same feeling.  I dove deeper into the practice by circling with women during our menses, called the Moonlodge.  This was a Native American practice in accessing body wisdom during the woman’s bleeding time.  We did this intensely for a year.  I love how I relate to my body and bleeding time as a positive experience.

The more I accessed and grounded in my own feminine power, I learned to stop competing with women.

I learned to be open about my jealousies, love them and learn from them.  Most of all, I became friends and allies with the most amazing women.  Circling with women is a profound gift for me!

I became a man magnet….

The more I stepped into my own feminine power, the more I began to understand men, see them as my alliances, bring out their best and support them.  Each time I needed to learn something about myself, a man would show up in my life at the right time to help me heal and gain this wisdom.  Whatever I was doing was working, and this was super exciting for me.

The school of life taught me that life is relationship.

And it taught me how to experience pleasure in my own body, sink into my own sexuality and have my own feminine power as the foundation of all relationships.   I learned to be a warrior and face my fears of the past.  This path wasn’t easy, to be honest….it was scary, challenging, and I would get so frustrated at times and want to quit, but in the end, the rewards are endless.

I wake up every morning and thank Goddess for my life, the lessons, the beauty, my family, my friends, my sisters, my beloved and for my path.

Have a beautiful day!!